fella, i guest you dont understand Chinese. so i write in English
a sister from main church(english) said to me "hey boy, long time no see, where have you been?" mm... why everybody keep calling me boy huh? actually i dunno who she is. but in Christ, we are one family.... hey Pastor Rick, my brother... Pastor Bill Graham, my brother too... hey Rv Roy Durman, glad to be your brother. haha! my fav character in bible, Andrew, hey bro! haha... hey Vanessa Wu, OMG, Jaeson Ma, Lin SHU Hao... my brother... Natalie Grant, Oprah, Maria Shandi, my lovely sister~
my sister ask me, why you change your mind so quick? sometime want to study, sometime want to own a business? what you really want? and i reply, ayo, i cant rely on something without back up plan mah !! i plan everything so careful one, not like others, CARELESS!
my sister might think i am dreaming, without taking action. hey, unfair lah, you dont want to take that risk, so what can i do? there are so many wish in my wishlist, i even wish that i could be a volunteer either in Honduras or India one day, but if i didnt take my first step, every one might think i am dreaming, unrealistic... but hey, i took the first step, i done the proposal, download more than hundreds video from youtube, contact designer, ready for SOHO, and get ready for trademark, everything is ready except the loan... im not deliberately jobless, who caused me so? before you blame it on me, please look at yourself! who is the one whose non-confidence? YOU!!! so dont point to finger at me! IF YOU TRUST IN ME, I AM PUBLISHING MY GAME AND START EARNING MONEY RIGHT NOW!!!
phew!keep calm!
funny story. a lil boy lay on bed, humbly before God and ask God, hey God,
boy : why dont you talk to me? do you know what God reply?
God : hey lil boy, did you read bible today?
boy : mmm..... (embarrassingly answered) no...
God : how often do you pray?
boy : mmm... seldom
God : how often did you seek me with all your heart?
boy : mmm... rarely
God : so do you know where is your problem?
boy : ... -_-"
actually this is not the true story...perhaps, just part of it.